haengbok, teukie? Super Show hasn't ended yet!

102708

Sky

I like to look at the sky..

Are there any stars..How do the clouds look like..

That period of time, it seemed like I spent it by looking above…

Now..I look for the happiness inside of me..

It’s far to seek..Doing it to seek for happiness, will there be happiness nearby?…

Today at dawn… I looked into the night sky in which winter is arriving..

103108

Super Show

The greatest day..^^

A day where through the concert, I realized why Super Junior was called Super Junior..

The Asia tour hasn’t ended..

Always~~~~~Please anticipate!!^^

[PLS NOTE that all my Teukie cy posts here are already translated! kamsahamnida!]
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~ah, teukie., don't cry! fighting!~

penpen is so confused with teukie..

penpen really couldn't understand teukie today.. he's so lonely as his posts could tell., he's like so depressed, so tired, so sad, so weak...? oh, no! i know teukie's not weak, he's just tired, really., who wouldn't be tired with all those schedules? with all those activities here and there, performance here and there, today and tomorrow? right? i really believe teukie is strong! just cheer up, teukie, cheer up! we're all here for you! saranghaeyo yungwuhnhee! <3

Teukie gets better now...?

102508 entry [1/3]

Wings


I want to fly to the sky to look for my lost wings…
Where is it..?…
Here’s a scary place..



102508 entry [2/3]

Nothing Better

Thank you..
Now, for you..I sing..
Now, for you..I perform.
Now, for you..I dance…
Now, for you..
I smile cheerfully…
I’m sorry I made you all worry..
But really..It’s tiring…?…..
Thank you...



102508 entry [3/3]

Ah~~~Pu~~~^^

Ah~~~~~Pu~~~~~~
My memory of that day..Probably..December 24th…
In between getting rewarded the Grand Slam of the Newcomer Award and at the broadcast stations..Preparing for other performances..
Endured a few nights..On a personal level, it was very tiring..Because of that I finally fell..
The day when I went to the hospital and had injections…A day when I teared plentifully..
But there was also meaning to it..Now there are many hoobaes…
What’s marvellous is that..I still feel like a newcomer…
Just a blink of an eye and it has been 2 years..Time passes by so quickly…
Ah~~~~Pu~~~~~~^^


[note: Fell in a way that he couldn’t take it any more and fainted.]
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~Teukie really gets better now., but still penpen could sense he's still a bit tired., he's remembering his past years., yeah, time passes by so quickly really., but just nevermind, as long as ELF and fans are here, Teukie, be strong! you can do it! keep fighting, Teukie leader-sshi & Super Junior! :) ~

Get your spirits up, Teukie!

102408 entry

From Jungsoo written to Jungsoo

Jungsoo-ya..
It’s tiring right?…
It’s lonely right?…
This period of time, it has been pretty good..Are you such a weak person?…
If you give up..You are not even able to begin…
Did you forget all that difficulty?..Didn’t you know all that loneliness?…
If you become weak, everything else will disappear..Get your spirits up…
Don’t you anticipate anything anymore?,,,Not sure what you should be doing now?...
If you were alone, it’ll be okay?…Don’t say that you’re full…
You are.Super Junior’s leader ya..Leader!!!!
A fella who can’t do anything well…Don’t always forget what you’re supposed to do…
Cheer up..Even if you’re lonely and exhausted..
I am unable to say warm comforting words to you..
Don’t forget…Who you are..
Don’t become weak…Quickly get your spirits up...


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~Teukie has been really so sad these days., so tired, so lonely., but, Jung Su, cheer up! yeah, you're Super Junior's leader, cheer up! everyone's here for you, teukie! saranghae!~

Angel Teuki's 102308 entries

102308 [1/2] entry

Loneliness

Loneliness..
Me who’s often surrounded by loneliness in my life…
Why for did I run just like this..
Things that I wanted to do..I gave them all up..What for…
(I) wanted to be different from others, so I gave up everything I could have enjoyed at this age..Living on this way..
Who to watch a movie with..
Who to hang out with..
Because I’m Super Junior’s leader..Even if it’s just a little effect I’d still have to be a role model..
Also, for my own self..I gave up on many things..
Living on life like this, no matter what I do, I’m afraid ...
There’s a lot of stress, and my mood’s not good..
All that stress can disappear on tv shows..
Because that’s my pleasure in life…
How does everyone relieve stress?..I rely on going on tv shows...
This is the life I anticipate..Even though the road I have to walk is still long..
Loneliness..So much of it..

102308 [2/2] entry

The Wind Blows

The gentle wind blows, stirring up the empty scenery inside the heart

Hair cut short, the journey fills up with tears

The sky becomes wet, the cold rain falling on the dark pavement
I smiled, the rain which came suddenly seemed like it has left me far away
It appears to have stopped

At this moment, time spins on Earth
Only myself alone, changing along with this
The wind scatters, my quiet wish anxiously disappearing

The gentle wind blows, past memories returning in the coldness
Summer is ending, your shadow turning cold
It appears to know it all

The nights I cherish when I couldn’t fall asleep
It doesn’t make any difference to you
Love is like a tragedy, you are not me
Recording different memories

My parting wasn’t even done properly
At this moment, time spins on Earth
Only myself alone, changing along with this

Leaving memories worth just like gold
The gentle wind blowing across (my) head

My tears flowing down

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Angel Teukie 101008 & 111808 Cy entries =)

101808 entry

Model Teuk

Seoul Fashion Week S/S Seoul Collection..
A new challenge..
Just like a new experience…
Because I’m not a professional model..
Collections that I’m able to be more comfortable on..
The models were all tall..I was worried..It wasn’t that bad..ㅋㅋㅋ
I said I wasn’t that small...
The designer said..He’ll call me back the next time round..haha..
Now I’ve become a ‘prêt-à-porter’..
No matter what, thank you for giving me this great opportunity..Always thankful..
I will become the humble Park Jungsoo..Thank you!!!



101008 entry [2/2]


Love Fighter

..Leeteuk’s Love Fighter..

Not in Super Junior’s name but in Leeteuk’s name…

The first time that a program is under my name..

After 5 years of waiting, what I wanted to do has been realized early..

A program which has been called insufficient and with only much talking.. A rubbish program..

I heard many people did not want me to be the mc..I was in lots of stress and agony..

Worrying too much…

The day when I was the longest running mc on cable tv..and the longest time a program has been no.1 on the (tv) ratings..

Even the accompanying ratings for the same day would increase..It really received lots of love..

No matter where we went..(Everyone) thought well of it…Thought well of it…

Word by word, I’m truly grateful..

This valuable period of time..Has given me opportunities to develop..

Although (each) broadcast is only about 40 minutes ..2 weeks worth of program..Requires almost 9 hours of filming..

A time where I fought against myself ..I mustn’t lose to myself…

I’m feeling relieved yet sorry…

Because there’s more things to do in the future..So I must be even more humble..And more hardworking..

Cheer up..Jungsoo-ya..^^;




101008 entry [1/2]


Why

Recently I’ve been asking myself suddenly..Why…?

Why..Why do people live?….

(And) for what….



[NOTE: "prêt-à-porter" = ready-to-wear clothing]
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Super Junior old funny story.,

i just wanna share to you this [said] old story., i find this really cute and funny., my Teukie is so smart, no wonder he's the leader! and kyu is just so innocent., Donghae & Sungmin are just so cute! the rest, really funny! ahaha!

This was aired on CBJC Radio that was hosted by Kangin a long time ago.

**Friday’s Chun Bang Ji Chuk was about “How would you respond if someone texted you saying…” And today’s theme was “I’m in a public restroom but there’s no toilet paper”

So KangIn texted a few people, telling them he’s in the toilet without the paper to see how they respond…he texts the super junior members.

EunHyuk: ????

HeeChul: I’m at a restaurant right now (i dont think he appreciates knowing that. LOL especially when he’s eating.)

SungMin called him instead of texting him… so KangIn called him back so that the conversation could be heard on air. Sungmin’s the only nice one… so he asked KangIn where he is and said that he’ll go over and bring KangIn the toilet paper. But he was talking in the respective form to Kangin about half the time…

Then he calls HeeChul… HeeChul’s ringback tone is “Chutcha”… only his part Heechul’s talking with his mouth full.

Kangin : Hyung, Im in trouble… (explains the situation…)
HeeChul : Hmm just let your “dung” dry (’dung’ = POO. LOL DISGUSTING!!!)
KangIn : HYUNG!
KangIn : Hyung, im not gonna leave here until you come. i’m gonna just stay here
HeeChul : Mmm… okay.
KangIn : What?
HeeChul : Mmmm… okay.
KangIn : You’re telling me to just stay here?
HeeChul : I think Sungmin hyung’s gonna go to you right now.
KangIn : No no hyung im just joking. this is on air right now, this is radio broadcast.
HeeChul : Oh its radio broadcast? Oh… Dont even think about ever seeing me again.

Towards the end of the show, KangIn read all the text messages he received from the other members.

KyuHyun finished his schedule so he dropped by to visit Kangin… Then
he received the text so KyuHyun took a roll of toilet paper and he went
inside the radio restroom looking for him … but of course KangIn wasn’t there so he told KangIn…

Kyu Hyun : Hyung, I think someone sent me a prank text message.

Eeteuk : Oh is this for radio broadcast? How should i respond?

DongHae : Hyung, dont worry. Im your dongseng fishie DongHae. I’ll be there soon, just wait a little. (

Yesung : KangIn-ah, just flush the toilet down once…Then with the clean water that’s left afterwards, you can wash with that.

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Regional Science Camp 2008 [1021-2208]

in school, Penpen & Banding didn't waste any time, with the help of Vitri who was a faci, we were registered but we don't have our kit yet, which means, we don't know our subcamp yet, too! aww., so sad! :(

it was noontime already and everybody was having a break [lunchbreak, of course!].. penpen & banding were still sitting near the Biolab & took some pictures [since penpen was able to borrow the cam from omma!] & listened to Super Junior songs [since banding was able to bring her player!].. we ate nothing else for our lunch but biscuits & drinks.,

here are some of those pics.,

in the afternoon, we had activities/tasks by subcamp number., since banding & penpen don't know our subcamp numbers, we asked subcamp 7 to adopt us [kris/tabibing is here!]., later that night was the search for Miss Kalikasan [i forgot the exact name., basta it's something like that., LOL!] in the ZN Teachers' Gym., banding & i decided not to go and just make our projects., and since the campers will climb to Linabo the following day very early [we have to be in school at 5am], we decided to sleep in her house.,
we first went to myca's house because we missed her a lot! we missed our magnae so much! [she didn't join science camp.,]

after we had enough talks, banding & penpen went to our own houses., when i arrived at home, there are few people like Ate Jean's close friends., i remember! it's my brother's 1st death anniversary, and how could i ever forget it? arrggh! damn penpen!
after i've changed clothes and packed clothes to be worn tonight and tomorrow, i then asked my oppa to drive me to banding's house., but before that, penpen asked apology to Ate Jean secretly for i wasn't able to attend the last prayer., im really sorry!

penpen arrived at banding's house around 9:30., we watched tv for a while and then we started making our projects., we slept at around exactly 12am. because of talking., about our [Celsius Junior] plans on recording the dance., LOL!
before we slept, here are some pics.,


we set the alarm at 3:30am but we were still very sleepy., and we woke up again and it's already 5am! banding said we would just not go with the sci campers because the bus must have left us., but i insisted, we have to go! so then, banding said i's take my shower first then she would.,
we arrived in school around 6:45am and still there are lots of students! see, we're not left! LOL! it took us 3 hours waiting for us to be driven going to Linabo., while waiting, we've taken pics again! we're really camera addicts! LOL!


while going up to Linabo school, penpen & banding can't get anough of pictures and here are few again.,

1st~banding&penpen at 4th station, sweat already is falling., 2nd~glaze and friends posing at 6th station., 3rd~14th and last station!


4th~after the obstacle race, we finally had the chance to sit, rest and have some picture taking with our sweat still around our faces., LOL!., 5th~penpen really tired! woah!

6th~having a pee and trying to get the nice view of Dipolog from up there., 7th~there., a little glimpse of what Dipolog [i guess also Dapitan] looks like from up there!

we didn't take our lunch, instead, only biscuits again., and yeah, it's raining during the race together with our sweat, we really look wet! around 1:10 when many of the campers started going down.,

8th~started going down with heart pose., 9th~aww, look! penpen's sweat! 10th~we're almost down there.,

we arrived downstairs around 2pm., later that night [102208] would be the "A Night to Remember", it's an acquaintance party for all the sci campers., banding & penpen planned to attend it., penpen waited for banding in school., banding will get my bag in their house and we would go home in our homes to have a bath and change our wet clothes and then again visit our magnae myca., it's been 1 & a half hour and banding wasn't there., penpen have waited too much., i have no one to talk with during the wait., i have waited for 30 minutes more and still, she's wasn't around., penpen just went home.,
around5:40pm, penpen immediately went to myca's house and there's banding, too! and, what? she's no more going to school! God! it disappoints me! and that's the reason i wasn't able to post these happenings earlier for i wasn't really in the mood.,

and to get WORSE, saying not good about Leeteuk while we were watching videos, really hurts me a lot! though they may say it's not really hurting, for me it is., saranghae my sarang TEUKIE yungwuhnhee!

kamsahmanida for reading! Celsius Junior & Super Junior fighting!

bad mood!

im really disappointed today, up to this time im writing this blog.. they gave me so many reasons to make me disappoint so much..

1~always CONTRADICTS my plans and decisions., and i really hate it!
2~in school, around 2pm after going down from Linabo, she let me wait for her almost 2 hours.. and the WORST thing is my whole body is wet [since it's raining]..
3~my patience waiting for her was over, i just went home and took a bath, changed clothes and went to Myca's place [as what we've planned before going to the "A Night To Remember" (acquaintance party for the sci campers)].. but she, again CONTRACDICTED it! so, we never did go to school!
4~we just stayed in Myca's place for about one and a half hour watching SUJU videos., and this GOT ME ANGRY THE MOST; saying bad about Leeteuk while watching their vids., saying and telling things that could really hurt me., the fact that im not doing like this to... nevermind!

i just hope them to feel what other would feel if they would do this and that.,

despite this, we've got few pictures from there.,CELSIUS JUNIOR!

saranghaeyo yungwuhnhee!

my cute nephew!

today was a great day actually for Penpen..

at around 8am when penpen went to her school to register for the 2nd Regional Science Camp to be held in their school.. as what was planned, Banding was there.. we looked for Myca but she wasn't there, her cousin said she's in Villaramos [hometown] and that she would be coming tomorrow..

Penpen & Banding didn't waste any time.. we paid the registration fee to Vitri who was a faci but we didn't get the receipt yet..
Penpen & Banding weren't sure when would the RSC really start; could be this afternoon or tomorrow.. we decided just to go to penpen's house and there make our projects, which means we wouldn't get back to school.. without Myca, which is really sad, penpen & banding were in our house, surfing the net & of course making our projects.,
around 3pm, when they arrived! i mean, here comes my nephew Kurt and her omma [mama/mother/mom], Ate Jean from Dumaguete! they were with my omma & oppa.. i met my nephew with a hug & a kiss since i really missed him so much, as in a lot!

and this cute boy is my nephew Kikit!

this boy has already grown up! and he's so like an insect.. he will be here, there, and everywhere! but whatever it may be, he's still so cute! weeeh!
banding went home around 4pm because she said felt so awkward having those people in our house.. LOL!
this will be totally exciting and fun sem break with my nephew Kurt! :D

kamsahmanida for reading!
saranghaeyo! <3

Greenwhich with Celsius Junior!

Celsius Junior celebrated their monthsary, again, yesterday [101608] with just the 3 of them..
around noontime when Banding and Myca went to Penpen's house.. surfed the net for a while, then after about 2 hours, we went to out school coz banding was going to have a practice for Rondalla. it was already almost 3pm when we arrived in school..
after the practice around 5pm, CJ went to Greenwhich to spend some time and celebrate on their own.. we talked about ourselves, specifically all about CJ & SJ.. about how we're gonna be able to see SJ or what we're gonna do to make our dreams come true.. ahh, whatever!
after eating, we went to boulevard. again, talked about our dreams & plans, about CJ & SJ.. we really want to accomplish them all! we hope so.. <3
around 6pm when we really went home.. keep it up, Celsius Junior! <3

CELSIUS monthsary!

Happy 1st monthsary Celsius Junior!
Happy 22nd birthday Donghae oppa!

this is totally a double celebration! it's the Celsius Junior's monthsary and our Donghae oppa's birthday! <3
yesterday [101508], CJ celebrated their 1st monthsary.. in school, it's our general cleaning.. Penpen & Myca were assigned to clean outside whle Banding was inside the room.. after cleaning, penpen & myca went back to the room and banding was practicing rondalla together with her co-performing group in the rondalla room.. penpen & myca, with few of our classmates, were left in the room.. i check in my bag to look for my comb and there i found a stationery envelope which was very unfamiliar to me.. i thought "is this banding's envelope of pictures?" then when i read "Penpen hyung...", i was like "oooh!" and so much touched! i knew then it was from banding! i opened it and there's a keychain formed letter "F" attached to the letter.. myca saw it and i said "check out your maybe, maybe u also got like this!".. and there it is! she also has a "M" keychain..
we were really touched of what's happening and so we were about to cry.. we the decided to go to the center and buy something for banding and for our monthsary.. penpen & myca told Keo [our classmate] to tell banding not to go anywhere or go home until we're back.. we immediately went to Friendly Mart & bought a choco cake with myca's money.. on the table where we could eat, we wrote a letter for banding.. there we have found out that banding have placed the letter in our bags when we were cleaning outside.. and yeah, it's already 12:30 in the noontime so we then went back to our school.. banding must be waiting so much.. it's ok, anyway, we had no more class until the end of the day..
when we have arrived in our room, banding was lying on the floor, covering her face with her hanky and listening to Super Junior songs with her player through headset.. Vitri, Rizza, Demie & Chiara were sitting, talking.. i quietly went to banding, and hugged, and said "we've got something for you, magnae glendyl!" Celsius-Junior sat down on the floor, greeted each other, & also greeted for Donghae oppa..
the four joined us celebrating our monthsary & Donghae's birthday.. since the windows and the door was close, we had so much fun; laughing so loud! we also have taken some pics with choco on our teeth! waaaah! people outside must be wondering about what's happening inside.. LOL!
around 5pm, we all went home and again celebrated with trai2x, rizza, sweenie & roshel eating halohalo in a store near the boulevard.. the four of them went home first while the 3 of us went home minutes after them to have 'lil time for us.. we really had great times today for our monthsary and Donghae oppa's birthday!
HAPPY MONTHSARY CJ & HAPPY BIRTHDAY DONGHAE! <3