unfinished conversation..

Penpen just had a long chat with toni..

and guess what? we've got so many things to talk about..

lol.. i trust him, i believe him..

im sure he won't tell anybody about all those things i've told him..

and i know he also believes i won't tell anybody about the things he said.. =]

he never confessed anything except him being a feeler..

bwahahah~ im so sorry, ton.. just a joke, know that.. lol~

and yeah, our conversation lasted almost 1 & a half hour..

he slept first.. and my last message after he said "goodnight!" was...,

"akie~ geh, gdnyt~batia lng imung ganahan bation~ ahaha~ lol~ dnt tell any of those things ha? esp. the _______ and the _____! jst hug the BEAR, it'll be good~ au2x.. =]"

you probably must not get what all those things mean..

oh, ok.. coz that's what we call SECRET!

to all asking for my SECRETS, sorry but it's a... SECRET!~

ahahaha~

saranghaeyo!~ =]

Happy 6th Monthsary CJ~

today is CELSIUS JUNIOR's 6th month...

6 months of facing our fears and fighting the trials we encounter...

i has never been easy as well to go along alone...

but i believe, we'll never be alone anymore...

just go along the way.. continue the dream..

now, CJ is celebrating the 6th month..

just as SUPER JUNIOR is celebrating their 3rd album..

this is so awesome.. like double celebration.. lol.. =D

just like SJ oppa, CJ will be together for a longer time..

CELSIUS JUNIOR, yeongwonhi happy together~~

SM Entertainment, CJ is coming.. wait for us..

hwaiting~~ fighting Celsius Junior..

Happy 6th Monthsary!

Coz I Love Him

it has been 4 years living in this beautiful world..

but only the first 2 of those have attended by your father, who is my oppa.. [big bro]

i know it's difficult for you my dear nephew..

but despite this, i believe you're still living life as how you need to..

hope you'll never forget that everyone's loving you.. always here for you..

i wasn't able to greet you properly but in here i say, HAPPY 4TH BIRTHDAY KURT~~~

these pictures were taken a year ago during summer vacation at home.. =]

Kurt, i wish on your 4th birthday, you get to realize your family is still complete..

i believe all of us will be always together, forever..

yeongwonhi happy together~

saranghaeyo, dongsaeng~

always stay strong and healthy and happy..

i wish you more candles to blow and cakes to slice..

and Tita Penpen will be the one to gave you the best cake.. lol~ =]

saeng il chuka hamnida Kurt~

i miss TAENGOO!!!

taengoo.. taengoo.. taengoo..

that's how i call that guy..

he talked to me.. i talked to him..

our eyes have met..

our smiles have deepen the conversation..

but i totally miss taengoo..

i'm afraid he'll never talk to me again..

i'm thinking maybe he's falling in love to someone..

it's ok... but, i miss taengoo..

i want his comments..

i want to add him.. but i just can't..

i want his words..

i want to meet him... personally.. again... =[