Wednesday, April 1, 2009

im out.. coz imma loser!!

"You need to stick with the plan today -- even just a slight change in your daily routine could create a big problem for your upcoming social plans. Your schedule might be flexible, but your friends' schedules definitely aren't."
[based on friendster horoscope for Saggitarius on April 1, 2009]

exactly.. it's definitely true..

Penpen's plan?? to attend PLATINUM's farewell party today in Virgie's Garden, Polanco..

i stuck to it.. i stuck on my mind since last week.. "Penpen must go to the farewell party.. it's the last day the whole Platinum will meet.."

but, f*ck.. what happened?? i didn't go!.. f*cking mom and dad..

you always thought of yourselves!! you couldn't even think how i feel..

even just for the last time of meeting these people... you can't give it to me??

what the f*ck!!!!!!!!!!!!! sh*t!

and, yeah.. to worsen this thing, im out of the DOST class next school year..
[that's what Tabibing told me just now..]

im not deserving to be in DOST.... im not.. i've never been.. i can't be.. and i will never be, ever!!

please end this life now!!