han saramaneul [the one i love]..,

i forgot when it started...

i don’t know why I’m like this...

i really don’t know...

i can’t do anything...

i look at the slow time and wonder where you are.

or what you’re doing...

all i know now, is that i only think of one person.

i shouldn’t be doing this, i know...

i know i can’t love you.

my confession will just make you go through more pain, i know...

i can’t do anything...

even if i close my eyes or open them again...

i can only think of one person.,

i only love one person.,

because i only think of you.,

because you’re the one i love. =’[

[enchong!!!] =’(

SUPER SHOW 2!

Super Junior oppa’s Marry U is playing right now as my background in my play list...

i miss this song totally... also the 13 boys! waaaah~ =[

most especially now, hearing all those news about few members already complicated...

i mean... ok, i don’t want to talk about it... =’[

what i’m so into now is Super Junior Super Show 2 in Manila!

this is absolutely abstruse! like, duh? obviously i wanna go there but i can’t.

the VIP ticket is so Php8000, plus the plane ticket back and forth.,

another plus if staying in a hotel for, let’s say, 2 nights... so more or less Php15T... OMO!

neomu pissayo~ =’[

it would be on April 10 this summer...

my 2 friends are going... i totally envy them...

if only i got the money, muad2 jud kuh!

but, nevermind... right now, i realized... i’m never going there even if i have the money...

mai pag iad2 nlng nkuh nag Korea diritso, naa pakui chance makit.an ang ubang kpop groups... kuyog nkuh ang CJ... nyahaha~ =]

to all ELF Philippines going there, please show SJ oppa all our love to them...

please let them realize even though few guys aren’t with them, for us they’re still 13...

13 will always be 13... Super Junior will always be 13... oh, plus 2... =]

let them “feel at home”... let them show we’re all happy they finally visited us.,

there are still a lot of ELFs here waiting for the time to meet SJ oppa...

SUPER JUNIOR, please be 13 again! FIGHTING! =]

i hate that i love him... ='[

can someone lend me theirs ears for a moment, please? =[

this is insurmountable...

nan molla, hajiman, i badly like that person...

because of this feelings, it’s so hard for me now...

hard for me to control my feelings...

hard for me to accept the truth...

the truth that he can never ever be mine...

never ever, because it’s impossible...

because of this feelings, i couldn’t concentrate now...

i couldn’t concentrate on what i’m doing...

i keep on staring at him... keep looking for him...

like my day wouldn’t be complete if i can’t see him...

hmp., they say it’s obsession... =/

another friend told me, “you’re just deeply infatuated.”

yeah, i think i really am deeply infatuated towards him...

but really, this is unmanageable...

i love him, but i hate him...

i hate that i love him...

i hate him so much! i hate her! i hate that he loves her... =’[

i hate it when he is with or near her...

ok fine! i’m jealous! done!

새해 복 많이 받으세요!

it's been a while since my last entry...

but i'm back greeting everyone a happy happy new year!

welcome 2010!

weeeh~

another year has come!

penpen welcoming 2010 was fine, great...

with my family, family friends and etc...

and oh, with a 콛미남 together with us meeting 2010 was amazing for pen2...

that 콛미남 is totally, 정말 킈요우! =]

nyahaha~

watch out for new big things coming out this 2010!