Monday, October 11, 2010

I Promise



To regret is a sign that we've just don a wrong thing. We realize we must not have did it so that it wouldn't turn out to something like this or that. nd one sure regretful thing has just happened to me recently.

It was a typical summer afternoon, I was just at home when I received a text message from an unknown number. He said he's Charles a not-so-close friend of mine from the other class. From that moment on, our friendship got deeper. We started hanging out together, and sometimes, with out other friends. We've become really close that we thought we must take our friendship one step forward.

"Faye, I love you!" was what I clearly heard from his lips when we were left alone by our friends. It seemed like I was quivering from what I just heard. I don't know what to do, what to think, what to answer.

Then I thought of one thing. In some weeks, days, or we don't know maybe tomorrow, both of us will be leaving to study college in different far places. We would be really far from each other then. But one thing made me stop thinking about those thoughts. And that is "I love you, too, Charles."

The day came when we both had to leave. We bid goodbye & made a promise to each other. We didn't lose communication. We kept on texting, calling, chatting and many other ways just to never miss each other. We really didn't lose communication, for just weeks. Just weeks. That is because he didn't seize firmly to our promise; and that promise is to never cheat. Well, I never really did, because I have faith in him.

I remember him telling me "Just believe and have faith in me. I'll never cheat on you, I promise. I will never let our long distance break our relationship. I love you, Faye, and you know that."

Promise? Well, not anymore.That promise became a very big lie when in just weeks, he already lost contact to me. He won't reply to my messages, won't even answer my calls. I didn't know what was happening to him out there. I really didn't have idea. And that's what I'm regretful of, to believe in promises, when promises are really made to be broken.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

ENCHONG DEE!!! ^^



i just missed blogging.


now i'm back again, posting ENCHONG. kekeke. =))

he's just so adorable, cute, handsome, talented, etc. =))

i badly want to see and hug him personally [LOL!].

that's what we call an avid fan. ^^

well, well, well, it's dawn. yay!~

Yerik and I are in Clockworkz Internet Cafe right now, surfing the web [kadlawung daku!]. =D

ukie2x! i'm signing off!

byee!~ mwuah! =))