Shit! I’m totally pissed off. We met. And I hate it! Aish~ Right before we did, I was already upset with him. Who wouldn’t? He shouted on me on the phone. I was so angry that I was able to speak bad word towards him before I pressed the end button. I was just polite in asking him to call me. He did. I answered. I hardly can hear him as his voice was too low so I asked him to make it louder. And then shout on me? “WHAT?!” (“Unsa gud?!”) tsk. It disappointed me and I answered “Ai Pist*!”
I was almost over it as I, Banding, Ariel and Junald were walking home. But this time overlapped the previous one when we met. Ariel. He just said “Ai. BSP is here!” And there he was with three other guy friends. They were just on the other street. I pretended I didn’t see them. I pretended I didn’t hear them, but t’was obvious; my three companions were already teasing us, as well as that asshole’s friends. So I lifted my head and looked at them; “Bakakon.” (Liar.) I didn’t know if he heard me or understood what I meant since my voice was only good for my companions to hear. Well that’s just he is. I’m right, am I not? Liar.
Whatever teases and calls they did lately, I never did dare look behind at them. I don’t want to. I was really infuriated at him. I don’t know at what exact point made me feel this madness, but that’s how I feel. And I just don’t know what I can do when we meet. But he doesn’t need to worry, I’m still and always a good girl after all.
To make it worse, Wendy told me they’re classmates in MATH125. Ha! Weird. Together with him are Tating and as she said, other guy friends, probably IT students, too. I don’t know what good will it bring to whom.



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