a month to go! :D

It’s just a month to go and it will be my debut. Surely, there wouldn’t be a party but I’m so excited I don’t know why. I guess I’m excited to receive all those birthday greetings. Wish greetings would be more this year than the previous years. Wish I would get greetings from people I truly love and who truly love and care for me. Wish this year would be more wonderful than ever. Please Lord. Even though things right now aren’t in the way I want them to be, I wish on my birthday, everything would be fixed and in peace. I don’t want chaos. I want everything on my day to be nice and great. I want only the TRUE people and REAL friends around me. I don’t want some “pakapins” and a traitor.

i LOVE the way you LIE.

“As long as the stars shine down from the heaven. Long as the rivers run to the sea. I’ll never get over you, getting over me.” It’s the song playing right now. Don’t get me misunderstood, okay?

Sometimes, it’s not about what you see with your naked eyes. Those people who laugh a lot are the ones who cry oceans of tears inside. And I’m one.

We met again. And by this time, it really had passed through my heart. It created a teardrop from my eye. It was a total eyesore to me. But I don’t think I should feel this way. I don’t have the right to get mad at him for whatever he does or whoever gets near him. We’re over, for a long time now. We’re just friends. We’re friends now, but we don’t talk to each other. We don’t ever let our eyes meet. I won’t ever let our eyes meet. I want to seek revenge. Revenge? What revenge? Why should I? Is there anything I should seek revenge for? He’s not doing anything bad. That’s what he wants to do, so let him! And this is what I want to do, so I’m living my life the way I want. But Chie (not her real name), she’s just a whore. She’s so flirt, trying to get his attention; and every guy’s attention; sitting next to him right when I arrived, I guess she did it on purpose. And Gee, trying to act like he’s making me jealous, I know. That’s what he always does because he knows what I would feel. He’s just so mean. And Chie, too! She’s too mean. That’s what she is, too! Flirt. Whore. Promiscuous.

It’s almost one, I have class. I gotta go.

“Just gonna stand there and hear me cry. But that’s alright because I love the way you lie. I love the way you lie.”

i'm ALWAYS good!

Today, I went out of the house 20 minutes past seven in the morning, when actually my major class is exactly seven. But it was okay, there was no teacher. During my physics, I was so glad to have been classmates with our last year’s squad leader, Abraham. It’s temporary yet. We are only eight enrollees in my section (E) so we were merged with the section D where Lydia, Jess and Denis belong to; as well as Abing. So by the time our section reaches at least 30 enrollees, we’ll be merged out with section D, but I know it’ll never happen anymore. There were only just a very few students enrolling this time, and not all of them are taking up Phys122. So I believe the merging of sections D & E is permanent. Great!

Sir Sami met us for our Elective II class at one in the afternoon. After so, Jimbert (my classmate in Phys112 last sem) gave me his tour shirt in Cebu that he (and the other MTs) got last year. I have always been asking for any MT shirt from him and finally, he had given me one. It’s too big for me, but still, thanks, gwapu! During my Econ class at 5-6PM, the teacher met us. Introduced herself, gave brief introduction about the subject and the class, especially “her” room rules and few more. Well, that ends today. I know it’s boring, it always is.

But anyways, he called me again. I joked who he was. He was just like “Ah! Don’t kid around. How are you?” WTH? Why do you keep on asking same question every time? I’m tired of answering “I’m GOOOD!” So then he bid goodbye, OK! I was upset with what he just did so I texted him.

“You keep on asking how I am. I’m ALWAYS GOOD! Don’t worry. If you really care about me, you have to do something. Not just call me, ask me, and then shout on me. Duh?!”

One word is enough for a wise man. I have said enough. I hope he gets what I mean.

LIARS do go to hell.

Shit! I’m totally pissed off. We met. And I hate it! Aish~ Right before we did, I was already upset with him. Who wouldn’t? He shouted on me on the phone. I was so angry that I was able to speak bad word towards him before I pressed the end button. I was just polite in asking him to call me. He did. I answered. I hardly can hear him as his voice was too low so I asked him to make it louder. And then shout on me? “WHAT?!” (“Unsa gud?!”) tsk. It disappointed me and I answered “Ai Pist*!”

I was almost over it as I, Banding, Ariel and Junald were walking home. But this time overlapped the previous one when we met. Ariel. He just said “Ai. BSP is here!” And there he was with three other guy friends. They were just on the other street. I pretended I didn’t see them. I pretended I didn’t hear them, but t’was obvious; my three companions were already teasing us, as well as that asshole’s friends. So I lifted my head and looked at them; “Bakakon.” (Liar.) I didn’t know if he heard me or understood what I meant since my voice was only good for my companions to hear. Well that’s just he is. I’m right, am I not? Liar.

Whatever teases and calls they did lately, I never did dare look behind at them. I don’t want to. I was really infuriated at him. I don’t know at what exact point made me feel this madness, but that’s how I feel. And I just don’t know what I can do when we meet. But he doesn’t need to worry, I’m still and always a good girl after all.

To make it worse, Wendy told me they’re classmates in MATH125. Ha! Weird. Together with him are Tating and as she said, other guy friends, probably IT students, too. I don’t know what good will it bring to whom.

ate's day & classes day ^^

Happy 19^th Birthday to my dearest Ate Miemie! Last night, just minutes before MN, I called her and I made sure I was the first one to greet her on her birthday before anyone else does. I purposely stayed up ‘til MN just to do so.

So yeah, today’s the first day of class. Seven o’clock in the morning, we got no teacher for our DBMS2 so the pretty sophomore IT ladies stayed in CAS108 and chit-chatted. As nine clicked, Sybil, Penpen and Chiong went to the open court for our PE class as coincidentally we are classmates. T’was damn hot on the bleachers so right after the attendance (no class actually), I went up to the CAS building and had the chance to talk with the IT students who were in CAS310 for their ENG122. I also had the chance to see those other friends again; Kuya John Lou, Lilah, Recrod, Tating, Karen, Lea and so much more. So exactly 10 in the morning, I and Jess went to our room at CAS311 for our ENG112; we are classmates. After some minutes, I was absolutely glad to see Ma’am Muffit enter our room; she’s our teacher. Great!

Right then, we were arranged on the seats alphabetically. Aish~ at first I was upset to had been transferred on the second column, at the end. By the time ma’am asked who were near sighted people, I immediately raised my hands. “So where do you like to transfer?” I wasn’t in my proper senses as I was talking with somebody on the phone that time. I was so harsh that I answered “I want there, ma’am.” pointing at the front row, the very seat I first sat when I entered, the very seat I always want to be able to see what’s written on the board. Hearing me with those words, she asked “So how will you say it in a polite way?” and I replied with “Oh! I’m very sorry ma’am. Can I transfer there because I can’t see from here?” Granting my request, she said “Ok! You may.”

For the whole time, ma’am just told us what she’s expecting from us and what her grading system is. So everything was just what our class will be all about for this second semester. So that ends my morning class. This afternoon? I got nothing except at 5:30-7:00PM for another major subject.

But for later at two, I am invited to go to Ma’am Sophia’s house (DAR Bantayan), I passed the exam for the tutorial. So hopefully and I guess, I can start my tutorial this afternoon. That’s good! For Banding, she was assigned to go tutor a student in their house near City High at the same time everyday. So we can’t be together. Too bad. But it’s okay! Way to go for Penpen and Banding!

that's KARMA, baby

Today is a nationwide holiday. So classes for this second sem starts tomorrow. And I’m so excited for that. I don’t know what makes me so, that’s just what I feel. Hahaha!

We had dinner at McDo with Ate Star, Kim, Ariel, Wendy and Banding. Suddenly his number appeared on my cell phone, an incoming call. But as I was about to pick my phone up, the call ended. I texted him, but he didn’t call again. Lately while I was cleaning my feet nails, he called, told me he is still in Calamba. And so what? Did I ask you about that? Well anyways, I didn’t believe him. I know he’s lying, trying to kid around, he’s like that; liar. I ended up the call without hesitation. After some minutes, I called him. And you know what? The hell, did I enjoy it? “Oy! Who’s this? Why are you calling me? Oh shit! I’m so drunk! Who are you?” was his “hello” words. Ha! Don’t try to kid me, Gerson. “And you, who the hell are you, too? I don’t even know you.” I answered. He was pissed off as I sent karma to him that he then ended the call. Great! And why? Did he think I enjoy his jokes? Duh?!

I then dialed my dad’s number, but he said he barely can hear me so we hanged up right then. I can’t think of anybody to call anymore, so I called this stupid asshole Gerson’s number again. I told him I’m not in the mood of joking, but he so much was. He tried to be normal and called my attention back again but without any words from me, I ended it up. I have not much time to waste on nonsense people.

Now everybody’s travelling to dreamland. I’m following.

Forces of Nature: REUNITED! c(:

JB came this afternoon to surprise Wendy. Everything was planned. I, Ariel, Bryan, Ate Star and Kim were JB’s accomplices. You know what? Wendy is just too fortunate with this guy. I get envious. Wish I could have a guy same like Kuya JB; spends so much of his time for her, does everything to please and for her, cares and does so much effort for her. This is just exactly what I wanted from a guy. Way to go, Wendy! Well anyways, we had two boxes of Dunkin Donuts, some chips and two 1.5 Liters of soft drinks. It got us so full. Thanks to JB!

We (except Ate Star and Kim) then attended night mass at the Cathedral wherein we met Angelica and Ariel (he went to the Perpetual church earlier). It was indeed a right time to mingle again with the org-mates. I bought coke float at McDo and then we decided to go to the boulevard to have “balot”; this is their favorite. As for Penpen and Wendy, we just had tempura for we don’t like the balot. The chick is just disgusting. Eeeh~ >.<

We headed straight home just before curfew, realizing something. As I opened our room door, the closet behind it is opened. As far as I know, it was Banding’s closet.

“Is Banding here?” I asked. And there she was on her bed, trying to surprise me and Wendy. Hahaha! Good try dwaejee! Well, this is good! Finally, after the long sem break, we have reunited: the forces of nature.